if you hold it right
im missing you @ 10:17 p.m. on 2003-03-16
I don't know why my tears are so serious to me. They mean so much. I fear crying. I don't want to lose my tears. What are tears before they are tears? Why do we cry, when we feel pain or angst or joy? It is such a strange thing.
"I sing sometimes for the war I fight, 'coz every tool is a weapon if you hold it right."