Mr. Dream Dictionary
im missing you @ 6:36 a.m. on 2003-01-31
Blah! That is how I feel right now.
I woke up a little less than an hour ago. I had goofy dreams last night that will set the mood for the rest of the day.
What does it mean when you make it rain in someone's house? Or you drive a remote control car down the highway?
How in the hell do I define that, Mr. Dream Dictionary?
My dreams are too far out sometimes.
I can't even begin to explain the first one...I made it rain in someones house.
Rain has to do with feelings...pouring down. I hit a button and the rain was falling down on one of my friends family members...we turned the music up...hoping that "Rainy Dayz" by Mary J. Blige and Ja Rule would play but instead some slow song came on and we ran up the stairs...but I couldn't run...I kept stumbling.
Strange.
And the remote control car...is an even longer story that I can't even begin to define.
I use to WANT to dream...now I just want peace while I sleep. I think that dreams wear me out. I know that I remember atleast 4 of the dreams that I had last night. No happy ones. Some weird. The others were scary as hell.
I need to quit doing whatever is putting these thoughts in my mind.