egocentric
im missing you @ 5:23 p.m. on 2003-01-29
I hate that there are such selfish people in this world.
Rewind.
Excuse me, we all have selfishness lying beneath the deep dark depths of our epidermis.
I need a better word to suffice my point.
Egocentric. Narcissistic, maybe. Solely self-concerned...self-absorbed...self-centered. A hell of a lot of self.
My parents are. They are that, through and through. This scares me.
I don't want to turn out egocentric.
But benevolent, rather. Self-sacrificing. Self-denying. Selfless. The Opposite.
I want to live. I don't think egocentricism is living. I think that it's an attempt to live. I think it's getting too caught up in focusing on your perspective of how life SHOULD be...that you make everyone elses life hell. And incognizantly, yours turns out that way too. It's a lose-lose situation.
Narcissism. I witness it everyday.
There's so much.
I hate it.