get movitated
im missing you @ 10:04 p.m. on 2003-02-22
I am "editing the video".
The video for an old friend, for her AP US History class...the 20 minute short that I have 5.19 minutes of...that I need to get into her tomorrow, so she can let me know of any corrections that might need to be made.
I am such a good procrastinator.
Sometimes, I love it. Sometimes, I hate it. I can't decide which outweighs the other.
I turn 17 in less than 48 hours. I should be more motivated with myself.
So, the plan is...to get more motivated, to stop procrastinating. I will set up a plan...a schedule. I will hold myself to it, damnit!
I WILL!
I suddenly feel myself breaking down. I have MAJOR issues with devoting to any type of schedule...other than if it were to consist of sitting my ass at this computer. That's all I do. My ass probably has the chair indentions to prove it.
I'm going to have this, Tango Maureen, hold me to it. I have tomorrow to slouch around and then...it's all over. I'm going to FINALLY get 8 hours of sleep!!
My ass hurts...I'm gonna walk around the house for a second...