i pretend this teddy bear is you.

gifts
im missing you @ 6:54 a.m. on 2003-01-29

Your crystal eyes are affected by this time of night.
The dark surrounds you. The cold bounds you...to your bed.

Rest amongst the scattered pillows,
worn out after our pillow fights
You beat me.

I live for that day. When it's just you and I, hanging out at our love shack and one of us says "Let's take a road trip."

"Baby you can sleep while I drive..."

and we get in the car and just drive....

Tara received my gifts last night. She got online and said "I am crying"...it scared me at first. Then, she said something about the teddy bear ring and a picture and...it made me so happy.
I wanted to be there with her...as she unwrapped the frame from the t-shirt, since I ran out of tissue paper. I wanted to be there when she slipped on the teddy bear ring that I wore as a kid. I hope that she really enjoyed it all. :)
I have more stuff that is coming to her. I am just unsure as of when. I am having battles with this store at Peabody and with my computer...making it tough.
I remember receiving her gifts earlier this month. The feeling is impossible to explain...touching the things that were once held in her hands...flipping through pictures of her as a beautiful baby...the smell of those gifts still linger in my room...